June 23 - Father Whatnot

I don't even know why I'm doing this. It makes me feel better, I guess.

(If a tree falls in a forest, but no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? [Yes, because it does o3o] If a blog entry is written but no one reads it, is it still valid? IDK ><)

I titled this entry father whatnot because reasons.

Reason 1) My father was overjoyed when I graduated. When I saw him afterward he was in tears. Huzzahs for that.

Reason 2) My father and I have had a strained relationship for who knows how long. (Really, my father, my mother, and I as a threesome/family have a strained relationship. o3o)

Reason 3) My father said something akin to NO WAY JOSE when I brought up Americorps.
But I'm a grown woman. I may still live with them, and they may want the best for me, but it's my life.

Dear Heavenly Father,

Please be with me as I go do another round of Cytoxan tomorrow. Please help me rely on you and only You as I look at my future. Please enable me to follow You wherever You may lead me. Please take away my worries, Lord.

Amen <3 p="">